Random crap

I really have to quit my bad habits. The moment i reach home, I'm glued to my PC for hours without me realising it. When I realised it, it's already midnight and time to sleep...

What did I do on my PC? Well, just surfing around for anime & game news and socio-political blogs. And probably looking for new anime songs to dl. Meaning I'm just idling around, even when I'm at the computer. The only sensible thing I did this whole week was to sort out my jumbo of stuff in my hard drive, especially the songs which are all over the place. And also to burn out some 20gb worth of stuff, as my hard drive is near to completely full.

And oh yes, MSN was pretty much distracting too. And considering I have few frens, this comes as a wonder. Let's see, Phil, Fred, Zhiye, Joseph, Weichen, Neville, Jonathon, and maybe Adele (if i'm not working). not much isn't it? Ok there are some other oversea frens with the same interests (anime songs.. -_-) as me, but they are rather infrequent, so it doesn't matter.

The last module was a disaster. So I've make sure I will study everyday for the Cell Biology module. But then, the PC is too much of a distraction. And I've already place all of my otehr distractions away (PS2 lent to Ben, NDS lent to Adele, manga all kept in cupboard, animes which I prevent myself from watching as i can easily watched one whole series at a go, models kits I'm too lazy to make...). So the only times i study (other than at school) are at home when I'm not distracted (not as rare as what you will think, thank you) and on the MRT train, since I bring my textbook around everyday, regardless of whether there's school. But then, I can only concentrate for 10 mins or so, after that it's an automatic descent into deep sleep. Haiz...

This module is quite fun, since I have started to gain that interest towards molecular biology. FYI, in the foundation module for bio, I didn't catch any sense in the DNA replication, DNA to RNA transcription, RNA to protein translation, introns & exons and such. Only now did I manage to appreciate it. God gracious me, haiz...

At least that means the textbook will be much more enjoyable. Probably at a level where i will choose to read the textbook instead of reading the whole of the Water 7 arc of One Piece.

I know I'm pessimistic, but I didn't realise it until recently. I always thought I'm optimistic, but that turns out to be a illusion churned out by my carefree character, which was in turn derived from my lack of thinking and heck-care attitude. I should have realise it when I sunk into depression when I drop out of JC, but I didn't, since I can't be bothered with my life anymore (at that time).

I haven't watch the Matrix trilogy that YM lent me... damn need to find some to time to watch...

But then SRW OGS is coming out real soon, and probably next week and so on I will be instead glued to my PS2. Or worse still, glued to BOTH the PC and PS2. The only comfort i can derive from all this is that I tend to fall asleep while playing the game, so I won't probably spend too much time on the game. Now now, I need to exert some self control... Luckily I lent my NDS to Adele, or else I will be in a trouble of trinity, tsh tsh...

I want a WII... there's so many games I want to play... let's see, for those that are already released: Warioware Smooth Moves, The Legend of Zelda: Twilight Princess, Wii Sports, Big Brain Academy: Wii Degree, Trauma Center Second Opinion, Super Paper Mario, Resident Evil 4 Wii Edition, Excite Truck.

For those that are not released yet: Super Smash Brothers Brawl, Metroid Prime 3: Corruption, and probably a few others that I've forgotten...

Jialiang is leaving soon, and I want to sing karaoke with him again... Must try to get everybody together again... Well, at least this sat we are probably meeting at his house. Speaking of which, i got another friend who going to Aussie too. Sianz... both leave in July, one on 10th and another on 15th... I also wan to go too :p Too bad no money.

Yes, and more makan sessions. And I want to drink together with him, at least once. That time at Sun with Moon drinking sake doesn't count, though sake is potentially high in alcohol content.

I want to start learning japanese proper. All these years, I've always been self-tutoring myself, but it has its own limits. This is proven when I can't even form sentences... so once I found a full time job, and after I manage to get a bike license, it's off to go for some japanese courses. And contrary to popular belief, I'm not learning it for the sake of anime and such. Yes, it might be influenced, but I douby my passion is so... skin deep. If so, why the hell have I been self-consciously learning it all these years?

Today's the first time I wear totally black. And When I meet Fred, he was in awe that I actually look good in black. Oh man, I din expect that, no wonder people around me were looking at me. At first i thought it's because I look weird or something... And the reason I don't wear black totally is because it look like im going to a funeral... ok, i juz realise you wear white going to chinese funerals... today i got no choice since i can't find a shirt that's not black...

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrr.... GREAT. I spent too much time on my PC again. Same mistake all over again.. Ok, time to go bathe and sleep. Tomorrow still got work and school...